I Am Trying To Say Goodbye

from by Auerkallio

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Wandering the earth, once again, as a tired giant, forgotten god
Do not admire me, learn from my misery
Would you exchange everything you love for my power?

Despite everything I am, alone I am not enough
She is the vessel that harnests my strength

I tamed demons, but I never could tame an angel
She fears me now
The one person I swore to protect
There is no peace, only fear
Hate, misery and madness

When she walks her feet barely touch earth
When she speaks my ears hear only her
I was becoming more than a vengeful monster
Becoming a part of her

But then again, you could not comdemn
Someone you love that much, to a life with someone like you
So, as a monster, I continue
One half of a whole
The dark in the grey

Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred
And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence

Missing a half that exists no more
Nothing has ever hurt so much
No longer half-breed
The human is no more
I am the demon that other demons fear

Despite everything I was, alone I could not fight
She was the anchor, that kept me on your side
Now I am the vessel that carries but hatred
And hate is the fuel that feeds my existence

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from Ouroboros II, released July 24, 2015

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Auerkallio Finland

I was born in late 1985, properly picked up the guitar at the age of 12 and later on drums at 15. It was around this time I also started singing in bands. I've also played bass and keyboards when I've needed to.

I currently play for:
Enthring - Drums
Katra - Drums
Four Hoarsemen (Metallica Tribute) - Posing as Kirk Hammet
Animal House Acoustic Band - Guitar/Vocals
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